my practice and research explores the abstracted ways in which one experiences (or attempts to experience) childish and uninhibited inquisitiveness in the world around them when one is, in fact, inhibited, jaded and confused - with this not just happening through childhood, but following many of us into adulthood as well. i try to communicate this often nonsensical and unending process of feeling through mixed media expressing the push and pull, hard and soft, confusing yet enlightening, bittersweet. whilst wildly personal, this feeling is not unique and is malleable to any and all, and so i call to materials of familiarity - comfort and danger - and imagery both soft and vulgar.